when people ask me how's work. i dont really know how to reply them. its hard to put things into a few sentences you know, its hard to even put it into words - the emotions and thoughts i have. i mean honestly there is nothing much to complain about my job - its good hours, its decent, and im happy there in a way. but there are still questions, doubts that i have - things that i wonder if people can ever understand. what do we look for in a job anyway? 

to be faithful in the little things first, is what ive learnt. 

we always want to do big things, great things, but we need to start small. and sometimes all we need to do is to be, to be a child of God, loved by Him, loving Him and loving others. 

life on earth, is truly such a struggle... yet marked with tremendous joy. yet marked also, by trials and pain. oh how confused can i get

but tomorrow is a happy monday :) looking forward to having a childhood friend @ work! new people entering, and a lovely dinner to follow. (: