i really appreciated this weekend. had a busy week at work + taking public transport for the entire week drained me a little. but little joys like having a childhood friend at work :) baking session + family outing (cycling & dinner), church on sunday + coffee with a good friend really really made my week.

woke up to a photo that threw me off and dampened my mood but im glad it was a sunday :) going to church and observing the youths was such a pleasant experience. as well as coffee run. coffee was not too bad and i really enjoyed the conversations we had. just sharing and having someone understand, and struggle together asking what this life is all about. whether this is how we are meant to live. sharing about our struggles about dealing with our fears and thoughts. we might not have all the answers now or even in this day or age but at least we know that we have the hope of a better future, and we are not on this journey alone.

so so thankful though for family & friends who have supported me through this transition into working life. i never thought it would be this hard, have never felt this lost in life before coupled with the transition in other areas which makes it an even bigger transition.

and i know i should be a lot more grateful for this job i have, which i am, i just have some thoughts & struggles & questions.

so well, four more days to go before the long weekend:) press on peeps:D