ive learnt to not react to every little thing, sometimes you've gotta let go of the little peeves and everyone becomes a little happier. ive realised its not so much about ignoring/sweeping things under the carpet but there are some things which can be left small as it is. it makes me less uptight and it bring more joy. afterall, love is patient, love is kind, love does not keep record of wrongdoings.
also there are times i think ive got control when ive not. times when i dont stick to my own rules and pay the price. that aside, im just going to try and make this one last. when you fall down you pick yourself up and simply look straight ahead.
still struggling to find myself in this world, when i look at others sometimes i wish i were more like them, but i think im beginning to learn how to be just me. to just accept myself for who i am, the things i say, to accept that i am still a work in progress and God is transforming me day by day, little by little, into his image. to know that at the end of the day, whats most important is not what people think of me but whether or not i bring glory to this God i worship.
anyhow, work today was good and im thankful (: things are finally starting to pick up, im finally able to do what i hope to do with patients and everyone liked the muffins. i bought more box mixes (cant believe im back to box mixes), in prep for maria's birthday and morning tea next week. its also monkey's birthday with two amazing weekends so im pretty sure time's gonna fly by until 16 june! also, i have friends waiting for me to go back to bris so thats quite an amazing thing for me, really thankful. x
today is mummy & daddy's 24th anniversary. happy anniversary! and i look forward to the day where i can celebrate mine(:
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