how time flies, ive come to the end of my third block (out of seven) this year! I think I have been very blessed this year (not that I havent been blessed other years) but this year has really been a good year in terms of uni, friendships and what not. this block has been challenging in its own ways, but ive learnt a lot and ive really enjoyed working in rehab! i think its something i can see myself working in the future (: and i did exceptionally well in this placement! honestly i was really pleasantly surprised when i saw the feedback and i was really thanking God especially since there was a point where i was really feeling quite down. i think in each placement i always reach kind of like a "pit" and things will get better from there, there will always be a day where i come home and i just want to lie on my bed and cry. but i think really remembering that God sees me through and grants me strength really really helped me to pull through, that at the end of the day, it wasnt about how well i did but about doing it with Him and giving Him the glory by showing genuine love and care to people. so im just very thankful that He saw me through!
but its also true i guess that sometimes when life's going too well, we tend to neglect God and i think thats a bit of what happens to me too. need to remember to spend more time in His word daily!
so much has happened this week, its been really incredible. im going diving tomorrow at the reef! im really excited, i also booked my ticket to go back home to sg!!! it was really kind of spontaneous thanks to hy who posted the sale on fb. HAHA, but im really really excited and i think its a good decision! i can go back for carin's grad and see the people who matter to me :) when i told some of my friends they though i meant bris, which also shows how bris has really become my second home with people that matter too, for that, im also really grateful.
yesterday, he told me how i cannot have the mindset that i cant survive without him because its not healthy, he shouldnt be someone that i need to rely on but rather someone that can lead me to rely on God, which was something we had set out at the start of everything. its difficult sometimes, but i was really very thankful for the reminder. sometimes we just have those moments, but its in those moments, that we know who we ought to run to first.
so yay (: im very happy, very contented, and very excited! final year has been a great year <3
p.s. everytime i pack im reminded of how terrible i am at it, and how many things i have in my life. ):
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