today as i sat in that new testament class it dawned on me that these archaeological pieces exist in this world. that out there there are scraps of paper (papyrus) that originated from the 2nd century thousands of years ago and is part of history. that all this is real. perhaps one day i will be able to visit Israel and visit these places that are mentioned in the bible or visit one of these museums with these cool antiques.

Places I hope to go to one day (if i can) include
1. Maldives (for my honeymoon!)
2. Israel
3. Japan
4. Climb some mountain somewhere
5. Go back to korea

but for me travelling is a luxury and not a need and at this point in time, luxury is not something I can afford too often. I'm supposed to do something productive but I can't get myself to do productive things at night. its terrible ):

this on/off thoughts at the back of my mind about my future also haunts me at times. its tiring to have these thoughts running in my head - but yet i know that God has my future in control and He will open the right doors in the right time. for now - i need to focus on being the best physio i can be for my patients

alright, cant be productive but after sunday's mentoring session about protecting our sabbath. i have decided to protect my daily sabbath time with God and protect it fiercely - may it be a non negotiable!

goodnight world. may we seek the things that are above, where Christ is, this very day.