this week my life took a 180degree turn. really thankful that the week is now over, things have been settled, albeit sadly. but im glad we can move on and begin this new phase. the end of something is the start of something new, right? it will be difficult, it is difficult, but i am still thankful for God has been so good & faithful despite this difficult time. times when my emotions are literally tearing me apart and i dont know how to go on, and i can only cry out to him to ask him to sustain him. times when he ask me "will you trust me?" and taught me to let go and surrender this to him because he knows what is best for me, his sovereign loving kindness does not fail. and even when man fails, God doesnt. at least ive a new opportunity to start things right, perhaps. next time, we shall start it right.

learning how to surrender, even in tears.