we get all excited making plans for the future but when we think about it seriously, sometimes it can be pretty scary. such big decisions we make.
thankful for the step forward we made in our relationship over the weekend - albeit a tearful one. that we learnt how to talk better, instead of just resolving emotions.
there are a lot of thoughts on my mind, such as how people have a whole lot of advice for others even when they sometimes dont seemingly subscribe to it. or you know, the same concept does not apply to everyone. im guilty of it too. we always think we know best, but do we really?
in other words ive been very thankful of where ive been in the past year. its been a massive year - with all the transitions and movements and changes. but its been a great one. there were ups and downs but i was generally quite aware of the presence of God in my life and that was mostly comforting. that in the challenges and when i drifted, he drew me back to himself.
2015 would be a big year for j in terms of work - and therefore us. all the way til mid 2016. and then only God knows what our future holds. j always talks about how 20-30 are the years where many major transitions and changes take place and thats true. but then by the time you are in your 30s you have kids and then each year is different and moving and we huff and we puff along. life - what does it mean to have life?
too often i say something and i wonder if i should have said it. then sometimes i remember that its alright to say the wrong things sometimes, because i am not perfect and its alright for people to know that. its my pride that wants to upload a certain image of myself. but yet i know that all it takes is one comment to bring a person down. because all too often, that happens to me
goodnight, 1 down 5 to go
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