hello june

june is here!!! june is my favourite month of the year, so please be a good month june 2014! ^^

church camp next week  & holiday with my parentsss - dont see how bad my june can be! i sound like a kid dont i. i feel like a kid ranting about having to work to j because he seems so grown up in handling working life. all i do is ... act like a little child.

yesterday's day of prayer was an eye opener though - amongst other things it made me reflect on the attitude that i brought to my job. of needing to look at each elderly as an individual with a story, to look upon them with love and compassion. sometimes its so easy to just want to get through the day and get through the load that i forget that each of them is someone with a soul, with needs and wants and desires. sometimes because they lose the ability to articulate those needs, that i brush these needs, wants, desires aside. O Lord, forgive me for my cold & hardened heart, soften my heart and give me the compassion and love for every single soul you place in my path. not for compliments or for appreciation or for accolades/achievement, but may my audience be You.

i had a really really enjoyable weekend. very yummy brunch with good company, another good heart to heart talk, quiet celebratory night with the family, bbq with the sec 1 girls (who have so much energy - where i went "im too old for this..." but looking at them reminds me of those who had once invested in me, and now i hope to invest in them, im not sure how - but somehow when God opens doors. and global day of prayer which was great (: packed but funfilled weekend! no wonder i was so tired this morning, but! here's to an early night and an awesome four more days of work

goodnight world x