our battles

have you ever battled something within you, that doesnt feel a part of you? it feels as if something else is taking over, as if you're losing control over your own self; and yet, its still very much apart of you. have you ever told yourself tomorrow, tomorrow will be a better day, tomorrow i will try again, over and over again for years? have you ever wanted to start afresh, start on a clean slate again so tht the past can be wiped away? and yet, you know the past will never fully go away, the past defines the present, which defines the future. but we can also make it such that the past does not fully define the present, because each day is a new day, a new day where we can make new choices, better choices.

have you ever felt trapped in your own body, your own thoughts, in the same cycle over and over again? it takes lots to break a bad habit doesnt it? http://www.huffingtonpost.com/james-clear/breaking-habits_b_3540148.html

step by step my dear, step by step. lets fight on