i stress out over the slightest things. like planning a family holiday. and buying graduation gowns. and buying flight tickets. its like there's this endless todolist which never ends! thats right, i just gotta get used to having an endless todolist and plod through them and feel the exhilaration when i tick off the boxes one by one.

but i might be able to go for mel's wedding! yay. was quite sad about having to skip that, and it'll be my one and only aussie wedding(: midway through third block of placements, trudging along for that thesis, one more exam and one reflection which stands in my way of wearing that black gown (that came in the mail today!) and receive a piece of paper supposedly reflecting the past four years of hard work; and growth. more importantly it marks the end of a chapter in my life, and the start of something new. dont we love these moments. and then a big family holiday (getting bigger by the minute); and maybeee a trip to korea IF c gets to stay (fingers crossed) and then start of working life!

as for now, case conference tomorrow and two patients to review and then to conquer a 300km drive and im off to hervey bay for the weekend! gotta keep reminding myself to live in the now and in the present; like the netball game we just played which i think we did well! i think we played an especially good last quarter(: yay! thankful for the opportunity to be part of a team sport; although cross was a team sport in a way but its just different cos its still individuals tapping off each other when its down to race day although we definitely train as a team thats for sure!

okay, time to shower and pack and sleep so i dont wake up late again tomorrow, esp since meeting starts at 07300hrs. yawns. hopefully wake up in time to make a cuppa green tea latte in the morninggg <3