thankful:)

because what started of as a gloomy monday (raining, felt the monday blues) turned out to be a good one! I think having a positive perspective really helps sometimes, thank God that j has been encouraging me to be positive and some of my friends have been encouraging me to always think about what im learning and stuff. although sometimes, it would be good to have people to just listen to my "grievances" or "complaints!"

anyway, today was good because all my patients are doing well and im happy for them (: i had a good lunch that i brought! and also i didnt feel insulted/personal space invaded today (: which i think its also partly praying that God will help me to love, and help me not to think negative! Lastly, I had very good feedback! I must say that I'm so thankful to have such a kind clinical educator who makes this placement a whole lot better. intially, i wasnt sure how i was going (in fact i didnt think i was going well) and i couldnt really read her expressions and stuff so im thankful that we got the opportunity to talk through stuff and it was really reassuring.

it also made me realise that i do have quite a passion for rehab and im quite excited to one day be able to try out using my own way of doing things and helping the patients to progress. (: i am quite excited for the real deal to start next year! even though over the weekend, i was enjoying myself so much i was thinking maybe im quite suited to be a housewife. haha so confused :/ its okay! God will guide.

although i did receive an email which i dont knw what to think abt. it makes me wonder why it seems like im the only one in the wrong. ohwells, i guess, just let it be for now (: i guess in this case, good to just put it behind me!