I haven't blogged in a Long Long time. But I'm back today(: today is the first day of the 40 days before Easter. Our church is engaging in a Wednesday lunch fast and corporate prayer at 10pm.
This Monday at mentoring, we shared on wilderness. At the heart of our wilderness is a redemptive journey. My take away was to seek God with my whole heart. That has been what i have been dwelling on the past 3 days. Seek God and surrender. Surrender my rights, my rights to plan my future, to plan my wedding, my rights to things in life. Even if these are rights which are rightfully mine, I ought to let go.
The next few months will be busy. I can already feel it
Wedding prep, bgst, students, momentum. Each part of my life is challenging in itself, and I am doing it all at once. So lots of prayer, lots of dependence on God. But also lots of seeking God. Not seeking God for answers to my questions and requests, but seeking God for him. Seeking God to be Lord of all this in my life.
I know we will get through this, we will. And soon, in 108 days - we will be married. I can't wait! So in the midst of endless todolists - unmeasured beds, unprinted invites, undone invites, unconfirmed guest lists, unbought dresses and decor, unconfirmed programmes, unbought home, undone assignments,uncertain challenges. I know we can praise him and look forward with great expectancy (:
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