2015 feels tougher than 2014. perhaps in 2014, there is a sense of newness. lots of change, and lots to adapt to. 2015 feels like I’ve gotta trudge along and manage. and the list of things to think about just never seems to end.. will we ever be ready for adulthood or starting our own families?

when you are a child, you worry about results, competitions and which school you can get into. but in general life is pretty carefree. when you get into adulthood then the pressures to have a career, a marriage, a family all piles onto you. then when you get to the point where you can being a grandparent then it starts to fade away again doesnt it? like being a grandparent is not as stressful as being a parent, and whatever life has turned out to be, has been. all you have to do now is to enjoy the rest of it and wait for eternity.