my body has been feeling strange of late. sometimes knowing too much makes me paranoid and worry about everything which probably makes me feel worse. probably some form of psychological effect!

i think adapting to a big change in terms of having another person in my life has been more challenging then i thought! of course, it has been an amazing journey and im thankful how things turned out. but its difficult juggling all these commitments.. i think initially it was just adapting to work and having family around (ie family commitments) and friends and church/cg and it was quite good. like i could fit me-time and friends and family all pretty well i guess. but it was struggling with the whole concept of work in the light of our christian faith & temporal life on earth.

now, im still struggling with work - but more accepting of it as an essential part of life. and how God intended things to be. and things are falling more into a routine (kind of) but then its then easy to just go through the motions of life and not stopping to think. or to focus on what needs to be done. or just feel very distracted somehow.

so im here to stop & say hello (: and may the rest of august be good. no more ndp rehearsals on sat! ^^